Have you ever woken up in morning to find you have "a plan" for the future? Does it scare the shit out of you? This has happened to me, and I was terrified. Yes, thinking about being a "grown up" scares me to death. I've always been the type of person to just go with the flow, traveled around after high school not caring about what I did or where I ended up. Now I find myself thinking about my future, making money, stability, and going to a university after city college. Don't get me wrong bloggers, I absolutely do not wish to get caught up in corporate bullshit and end up living a mediocre life. I want to have paid vacations, sick days, the ability to transfer to a new city, all these things that most people take for granted. I have never had it, and I want it.